PORTUGAL, 2013 25 year old male fitness instructor was found hanged to death in his bedroom, in the standing up position. Using elastic bungee cord as a hanging noose. Cause of death was ruled accidental, during autoerotic fetish pursuit. Blood pooling in the area of his hands and the dark swelling of his pushed out tongue can already be well seen. A wide variety of “sex slave” sex and bondage fetish accessories were found in his room. Thus substantiating his love for being used by others in very degrading way towards himself.
If you're thinking about self-harm, please stop and recognize that this won't solve the pain you're feeling. While it might seem like a way to cope, it leaves lasting scars, not just on your body but on your heart as well. There are healthier, safer ways to manage your emotions.
Every wound you inflict is a cry for help. You are not alone. Reaching out to someone you trust can be the first step toward finding a way out of this dark place. You deserve kindness, support, and real healing.
If you need immediate help, please contact a helpline.