GROZNY, CHECHEN, RUSSIA – NOVEMBER 17, 2018 Karina Spiridonova, 25, was fanatical about militants supporting the Islamic State. She wore a suicide vest with explosives and blew herself up at a military base. But her attack was a complete failure because she only killed herself. The blast ripped her to shreds and exposed her tits, which as a Muslim, she certainly wouldn’t have liked.
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- Her passport 1
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- Her passport 2
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- Her passport 3
She left a note addressed to Allah before the attack, in which she wrote “Forgive me” 21 times.
The note
Before she became a Muslim, Karina was a normal woman. She was partying and drinking alcohol. Her dream was to become a teacher. But then she came under the influence of a radical imam and married a radical Muslim.
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- Karina before conversion
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- Karina after conversion
If you’re thinking about suicide, please stop and recognize that your pain is not permanent, but this step would be. It may feel like there’s no other way, but there is hope, even if it’s hard to see right now. Your feelings are temporary, and with help, they can pass.
Talking about what you're going through might feel difficult, but it’s the first step toward healing. Don’t turn away from the people who want to support you. Life can offer more than what you're feeling right now, and the pain doesn't have to last forever. You deserve help, and it’s available.
If you need immediate help, please contact a helpline.
