USA 19 year old young man from Arizona hanged himself after his girlfriend had found out about his secret sex fetish and left him in disgust. He was making videos where he was offering himself to different young men, so they could use him for very rough oral sex and sucking their dicks. He drilled a strong tungsten nail into a wooden wall and had slowly strangled himself in the standing up position. He must have done it under very strong emotional distress, without pre-planning. Since he used the first thing he saw for a noose and grabbed a power outlet extension strip for that. The old sweater was thrown over his head by his aunt who had found him dead. Since he already had a decomposing rotten color tongue pushed all out and she thought it was too disgusting.
If you’re thinking about suicide, please stop and recognize that your pain is not permanent, but this step would be. It may feel like there’s no other way, but there is hope, even if it’s hard to see right now. Your feelings are temporary, and with help, they can pass.
Talking about what you're going through might feel difficult, but it’s the first step toward healing. Don’t turn away from the people who want to support you. Life can offer more than what you're feeling right now, and the pain doesn't have to last forever. You deserve help, and it’s available.
If you need immediate help, please contact a helpline.
